The sickest part is my experience of having two abortions, were not even fully my choice.
It wasn’t only my decision. Two people created the situation. Thats how I saw it, his opinion was valid TO ME. Granted every situation is different.
But I will say, it was MY body, and at the end of the day I do believe if I wanted to have a child I should have.
With the amount of pressure, technically a man made the final decision of that also.
I don’t regret my choice, I had everything working against me. The economy in this country, would not allow me to provide a healthy, good life for a child. I would be setting someone up for failure in my eyes. I was born into a wonderful family who planned for me, so did my ex. But we were both ROYALLY fucked up in the head.
I’m not rolling a dice.
I’ll honestly never forget what I went through.
I think abortions are personal to everyone. My first was so physically traumatic and the second was mentally traumatic.
My whole life one of the only things I EVER knew I wanted to be was a mom. Having that option and having to choose what was the best for me or a child was gut wrenching.
Sure. maybe if I moved down to the middle of nowhere instead of Boston my kid would get a sub-par education at best, live paycheck to paycheck, have a drug addict father, enjoy a spacious trailer that maybe Ill let him join if he stopped hitting me, be raised around gun slinging racists who don’t know what direction is up.
I’m all set with that. Listen, my life is already messy enough. I couldn’t even imagine the horror I would have brought to a human life at that time.
Honestly, not a day will go by that it doesn’t hurt though. It was hands down, one of the hardest things i’ve had to do.
So all these “men” with strong opinions should literally crawl in a hole and die.
They are the abortions we SHOULD have had, they are walking proof of a glorified accident.
I might sound like a bitter, controversial, trashy bitch, but I DO NOT CARE.
Thats the reality. Thats where we really went wrong.
How about we ABORT IGNORANCE. I think that would look good on this twisted country I am no longer, proud to live in. We are a walking embarrassment.
“I pledge allegiance to the flag” that takes two steps forward and three steps back.
I have a lot of thoughts. Its a mess up there 