Category: pattern

I really enjoyed working at the Gardner Museum, it was hands-down one of the best jobs I ever had. I would also say it changed and saved my life at a point that I needed it very much. Little did I know, that the man that brought me there for the first time in my life would essentially be the one that saved my life (even if he broke my heart) until I met my worst nightmare, I’ve never struggled with this type of thing before. Being so scared just about going home to find my boyfriend dead …kept me up all night, I already had a full-time babysitting job. And I don’t blame him anymore, I mean he was a total monster and never took ownership or did anything to change it, no matter how much he lied to me and all the things I did for him. I hate myself for not walking away. All the things I lost for him. But, I’ll always love that place. I can’t wait to go back, it always felt like home. And at one point it was my safe place. It kept me happy while my whole world, everything around me… was shattering.