Automated Allie

Sometimes at work I hear myself speak, and I get annoyed with myself. It’s like a script in my head.

It’s always “You’re all set. have fun!” or “of course” (“of course, have fun!” is the remixed version I guess) and every time I do a closing announcement I say “Thank you!” which is 4 times in one hour…

ahh man. such a sweet voice and a total mess.

It’s pretty wild

How fast I go from caring WAYY too much.. to honestly not really caring at all.

I’ve always weirdly been that way. It’s how I used to trick psychiatrists and therapists I was a changed kid.

*See guys, look how long it took me to realize I have to act like a saint for just a month after acting like a little lunatic for 8 months*

But now I’m realizing it’s always kinda pertained to a lot of other random situations in my life. The way my personality is I suppose.

I’m all in. until I’m all out.

There’s no middle with me. The middle is confusing. Usually messy also. I don’t care for it.